Surrender

Surrender has been a central theme that has deeply influenced and shaped my journey over the past few years. These were the years where I had to face grief head on so strongly for the first time. You see, without creating music, I don’t know how my soul would have possibly made it.

First, it was the profound loss of my greatest music mentor, songwriter, and singer Andrea Martin, with whom I shared many late-night studio sessions and experienced true magic in her musical genius presence. Next, it was the deeply painful passing of my makeup mentor, best friend, and super fan Charles Douglas, who taught me more than anyone else how to discover someone's inner sparkle and how that can truly transform a life. Their teachings have been invaluable in shaping me into the person and artist I am today.

That all happened during Covid.

Nothing could have prepared me for the loss of my best friend, my father Zachery Weintraub.

Watching an absolute angel on earth suffer and deteriorate before my eyes in just 14 short months from his cancer diagnosis was a heart-wrenching experience. During that time of deep loss and suffering, my soul began to awaken and surrender. In the midst of darkness and pain, we discovered the ability to find humor and appreciate the beauty of life. We encountered strangers who selflessly showered my father with love, without expecting anything in return, and they became like family to us. In those difficult moments, we came to understand the true essence and meaning of life. Love.

It was after my father passed away in June 2023, I confronted my dreams with a wide open mind. I started to embrace the idea that music is my birthright, and I began to see the many reasons why I should share it with the world no matter what. Daddy and I always used music like a magic tool that soothed any of life’s issues. This is when I needed that magic the most. 

I finally see that life is about taking risks and not living your life just to please others. Witnessing first hand how short life can be, we have a profound responsibility to use our gifts to serve the world without fear or success or failure. No one is ever too broken, too old, too ANYTHING!!

I am profoundly grateful for the greatest gift I was born with, my voice and musical aspirations. I approach life with no fear and no expectations. I prize balance so much, and surrender to the flow and desire of my higher consciousness.  I firmly believe that we shape the world we live in through our thoughts and actions. We are all one and are never alone.

Thank you for your loving support. My hope is that my music brings you love, joy, comfort, and inspiration, helping you to heal and grow into the best possible version of yourself. I hope it raises your vibration and is the soundtrack to your greatest excitement.